Wednesday, May 13

Leave Out All The REST

i stare at it...
it keeps staring back at me...
i raise my arms, n yo! the perfect sledge hammer..
one blow..one stroke..a hard hit...
thousands of shards fly ...
till the gravity hits them hard...
a commotion of violence..a perfect symphony..
treat for the ears...
brilliance multiplied by billions......
i stand with blood meandering down my skin....
with cuts splittin the harmony of the contours of the body..
shaken i stand..
stirred, i ve shifted the equilibrium around..
the soul , though panting, is unsatisfied....

taking few steps off the debris...
with arms stretched wide,
saluting the body at acute angles..
i bring my nerves out..
palms tightly closed,clenched teeth...
as if crushing somethin in my arms with all strength i cud muster..
as if it were a question of lyf n death...
mouth wide open..
projected,penetrating,
furious,fluffy,
a mushroom of fire erupts from the inside..
rage outsmarting the fury..
directed towards the sky..
lighting the planet as if mocking the sun..
a flash engulfs all darkness of the moment..
it destroyed oll blanks n voids that cameth its way,
that bloketh its couse,,
bent on one knee n supportedby both arms..
i tilt the head a little towards hell..
a mocking refreshment of the relishes sought..
exhausted ..it all goes away...
at the same instant , a thud is all thats heard..
i collapse on the ground ,flat,on my face..

Sunday, May 10

Metro blues

delhi metro.
barah kambah..THE STATION
there by the window,
i was hanging by the pole,
such was the alchemy of desire,
i wouldve stripped down , rite there,
a gentle nod wouldve sufficed.

cun take my eyes off her....
traveelin unknown depths,
the destitation tat waited, i kew not...
magic .. illusions..she was rite in front of me..
a mirrage of the inner eye..
i had always admired her,inside of me..
in the pity of snowflakes n sorry days.....
usually brought alive by the words,
i was shocked to her moulded in blood n skin,
for i tht such beauty was a left captive of my grey train..
yet there she was,
i knew not...
was enchanched in the dreams of dazzlin dope of my creation,
rituals i wud ve performed to take her back to the depths wre she belonged..
possessed, i stopped the adj frm taking shape..
lost i was......
pushed away by the drainin wave tat took me far ,
the mechanical pull took her further,
off the train,but i left my shadow behind...
to follow her..to caress her.. to haunt her ..
to disturb her ..to remind her..
to lurk in her privacy..
in the darkness of light..
to sinfully lust her,to elgulf her,to loose in her slupture,
to guide her ..........

lost was i,
numbness spreading thru,
feelings felt none,
eyes held by the beauty i jus experienced...
her spectre etched in my cornea..
sweet luv..
sweetened by u...

Tuesday, May 5

Customised Encore...

Jus wanted to move on
dint even know, how far wud i go
watever i do,cant clear things out..
whenever i try to balance..
end up with strings off valence

dint even know, dint have a clue,
look!!wat u made me do,
look!! wat i made for u ,
i jus wanna breathe it out too..
burn the walls around
tear away the memories that surround..
hear the commotion,the solace,a quanta gainin momentum..
Which so damn hold me sound..
wanna breathe fire lashes
wanna wash all the ashes...

wanna absorb the lightnin,
standing on a solitary moonlit highway..
To fury in the Fury out
Grand Openin..GRAND Closing...

i designed this rhyme to remind myself of the time..
i spent so hard n got NO Far,
Havin frought down ,The essence of it ALL..
With exhaustion,ATLASrolls the ball, Crasges the calll..
WAT D HELL R U WAITIN FOR?????????
Geht him J...........