The elusive FIRST KISS ver 0.2

so there...
here goes my elusive first kiss once more...

the kiss that never materialised...
far in the future...
with the signs of grey lukin out..
by the restaurant window,
enjoying a fork picked nirvana of green..
jus abt to touch the tastin buds..
there she is..
i luk at her with her daughter..
Amerika it is....
the lil angel is so cuuuuuuuuutttttttteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
thankin the first kiss that never had been.
closer they come..wavings n huggings all done..
i cud feel the heat somewhere i belonged...
after some treat of nostalgia n catchin up we did,
the lil sweetheart threw some carnatic tones on the walk...
thankin the first kiss that never was..
FAMILY!!
seemed like my own..
with a smoke, i blew it all out to b engulfed by the ever welcomin nature..


i honoured her invitation to dinner at her place with her hubby around this time..
thankin the first kiss that never had been...
still felt gelled as a family to me..
stories stories went by..
i glanced at he albatross tied around my neck..
she was smilin , unusual for the lifeless DUCK.


as days went by..the cutest of the sweetest hearts asked her mom abt the one strange uncle,
--it then hit me that the girl has accepted me..
poor lil mom , she told the lil one that she once loved mysteries:)

i sat in lil rented haven festooning the spirits with rings of smoke..
thats how i had been..
that how i d wanted to b remembered..
this s how I AM REMEMBERED:)

one fine the the sweetest of the voices asked me the same lil question her mom used to part ways...
blinkin blinkin...
had a ready answer which i gave everybody..
still blinkin....
this lil one deserved sumthin more..
i gave into sum random thts for a while..lil longer,
then i gave my brightest lil smile..
I TOLD HER TAT..WEN I WAS IN MY COLLEGE DAYS>>NOT SO LONG AGO,
i married the smokes for the eternal sunshine of the spotless mind..
sumthin funny abt the eternal thin made the lil one burst into laughter..
i saw my past my present and my future at tht moment..
it was so wonderful..
a lil further the lil one i saw the big one snarin at me..
i blew a kiss into the air..threw my smokes into the bin...
and walked rite into oblivion....
happily nevemind:)